Thursday, November 19, 2009
Learn, Unlearn and Relearn
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
My First Job - Nostalgia - 7 - Thank You All !!
As I move ahead, I would like to express 2 things -
- My sincere apologies to all those whom I have hurt, if any. Trust me, my intensions are very clean.
- My heart-felt thanks to all those who contributed to my considerably successful career in this company. Starting with the security staff till my managers, account managers, tech architects, peers, friends n all, every one have been part of my memories associated with my first job.
I am indebted to you all… Thanks a ton..!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
My First Job - Nostalgia - 6 - Final Military Experience
I have a lot to say about this project, hence let me put across those in the point format (this is one my favorite way of putting down issues). Below were the things I learnt in this project -
- Technically - I was supposed to excel in this field - being from a technical practice.
- Time management
- Value of doing things right the very first time - the amount of time, it would save. ( It doesn't mean I did every thing right the first time.. but I learnt the value)
- Working under pressure - This was not new to me, but here I got a better outlook towards handling things efficiently.
- Looking at things from a business perspective, working from the customer point of view.
- How can a simple task be complicated and finally buy time to solve the complexity.
- Working smart v/s Working hard.
- Putting up a tough stance, when you are sure that it is in the welfare of the project, irrespective of the person - Live the gut feeling.
- Convince yourself, before convincing others.
The patience of Arun, the discussions with Bagewadi, arguments with BA's, toughness of Raghavan, tracking by Shakeel and Gnana, fun-attitude of Arvind, and off-course the memorable mails from all the higher-ups (both appreciation and tracking) made this project experience an unforgettable one.
My First Job - Nostalgia - 5 - Learning Unlimited
During SWAT activity, I still remember Rupam laying out a plan at morning 4:30 am about the activities that had to be carried out the following day, when I was actually thinking about when I would sleep (I was just 3 months in to my job). Those days were all the more exiting, because all of us worked as a team and counter-acting each other's work would always result in the best outcome.
I still remember the day when I just rushed into Elvyn's cabin and sat for more than 3 hours to learn UML - and he was kind enough to teach most of them that was required for me to start with my design work. The days when Anand corrected me for some of my silly mistakes - shared thoughts of better development, the days when Sara and Bala gave moral support during tough times shows the nature of people present there, irrespective of the positions they were in.
Monday, October 12, 2009
My First Job - Nostalgia - 4 - Fun Unlimited
This is also one of the reasons as to why I am indebted to my first job - it gave me such wonderful peers and friends, who made my days merrier and more memorable with each passing day. I still remember the days when the six of us - Archana (again she was my classmate, but we hardly knew each other until we met here), Sripad, Mahalakshmi, Gayathri, Swathi and myself used to play chit games after lunch - we used to literally shout, as though we were in some playground and there was a serious game going on :)
Believe me the 5th floor where my project team was present and working was the most rocking floor in the entire building, or should I say may be in the whole company. Even at 3 am, it was the hub of activities and there was fun unlimited. Every one including my manager Ashwath, had a gala time even during night outs. The days when Santhosh, Mahesh, Soumya, Sripad, myself all laughed at each other mimicking activities, which even to this day is unforgettable.
Days when Archana used to argue for all the silly reasons available, days when we had lunch outside almost every alternate week( when we felt like bunking the dabbawallas lunch ), the innumerable escapades to the chat shop (where the chat walla would get tired taking our orders), days when we were looking at each others face, just for the reason that we had no better work.. all added life into my days.
My First Job - Nostalgia - 3 - Companion
Later, she went on with her plans of marriage and also changed the job for reasons of her own. However we both cherish the time spent together and the work we did. We did differ in many ways, but the strength was in our arguing, which always resulted in the best outcome.
She would definitely be a part of my memorable journey in my first job. Thanks for being there..!!!
My First Job - Nostalgia - 2 - Induction/Training
The next one month was full of induction and job specific training. I, along with a few others were taken into the DB practice of Architecture Group. The training was pretty cool. The two people - Ameena and Subbu who taught us Java and DB made an unforgettable impression. Both need to be appreciated for their hold on the language (software related). But again, there was one another exam, which was hyped that if we did not get a certain cut-off, we would no longer continue to be in the organisation. But having graduated from VTU, all such threats seemed so empty and it hardly got me tensed.
My First Job - Nostalgia - 1 - First Day
My first day in office -
It was 25th of June, 2007 - I got the news of my aunt's expiration at 2:30 am. Being an intense man, I had to rush to the hospital to have a final look at the body. I rushed, just to realize that they had already kept the body in the cold storage and would not release until the final payment is done. That procedure would take some more time and would take around 9:30 - 10 am to get the body released. I couldn't have afforded to wait so long, as I had to report to my office by 8 am. Even after driving at dying speeds, I went to office by 8:45 am.
There were hardly anyone at the reception - as they had taken all of them (I mean who were to join with me) to the 6th floor Training Room. I somehow managed to get the temporary badge and went to the Training Room. I knocked the door and tried to search atleast some known faces among approx 125 faces. I had just made it on time to fill up some entry forms. Finally I found few of my classmates, but most of them were in a state of shock, thanks to my not-so-logical decision of joining this company even after having offers from 2 other better companies (atleast based on generic scales). I could hardly speak with my friends until we got a break. My brain was trying to fill my forms correctly but my heart was constantly reminding me of my aunt's death and some sort of an internal conflict had already started. That was because, it was second such incident where some one from my family expired on a day which was supposedly an important day in my life. This had brought my nerve cells to observe that anything good that happens to me would happen at the cost of someone else's life. Somehow I managed to talk to my friends during the break and get myself comfortable.
Well this day didn't end with just this much. Adding insult to injury was the counselling sessions which I had after the day long induction (most of which was senseless for me at that point of time), from parents of some of my friends at evening 7 pm on the foot path of my office. I was in-fact confused, who is counselling whom - my mind was in a totally bad state, understandably.
Later on, I again drove to my uncle's place just to realize that people were still in the state of trauma.
My first day at office was truly memorable, but for all the wrong reasons.I hardly slept that night.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Tryst With Death
Let’s call this person - Mr Charlie. The board exams were supposed to be starting on the 8th of March - the first being the Social Science, which Charlie wasn’t much interested. This was the 1st of March, there weren't schools going on as it was study holidays. Charlie, being in the top 5 students of the class, had brought about a lot of hope and expectations, both from the academics side and the family side.
Many people close to Charlie said that he was not fit to be studying in the school which tests one's intelligence/ capability through the concept of examination. At the same time, he had no other choice - but to survive/ at least face the competition. As a matter of fact, he was well known for his non-conventional thinking - no doubt Mathematics was his best bet.
It was this fateful day of the 1st of March - that lighted all the tube lights and/or bulbs and/or neon bulbs within Charlie’s brain. At around 5: 30 pm, his aunt called him up to wish him the best for his exams, and mentions that they have many expectations from him in this exam. Adding insult to the injury was the fact that he was the first to take on the board exams, amongst his generation from the paternal side, and was considered to be the most intelligent amongst the maternal side. After approx. 20 min, he got another call from his grandma, indicating almost the same thing which his aunt had stated. The next 30 min to 1 hr was almost dedicated to attending calls.
Having stared at the same page in his history text book for more than an hour, Charlie had realised that he does not have anything much in his memory, apart from the calls and the expectations from him, which off course doesn’t fetch any marks.
It was around 7 pm - when all the glands present in his body started secreting the creative juices, but made sure that the brain used it to create deadly images, which showed that Charlie had not performed well and could not show his face to his family. The creativity even went to such an extent that it showed pictures of a failed Charlie. Well, having said the fact that he was an unconventional thinker, the creative juices are supposed to be secreted in excess, in any case.
By 8:30 pm Charlie's heart had convinced his brain that he is going to fail and he cannot face his relatives/ friends. He silently took his grandfather's prescription of sleeping tablets - went to the medical shop (where he generally goes for his grandpa's medicines), purchased 20 tablets and came home. By 9pm, he already had swallowed 10 pills. In his trance state, he called his 2 close friends to say goodbye, which they thought was a joke and disconnected. He again called one of them to share his final feelings, during which he realised that something was seriously wrong. By that time Charlie had popped in 5 more. Incidentally, Charlie's parents realised that something was wrong and started to persuade him, after which they found that Charlie had created a disaster.
They rushed him to the hospital, post which a team of docs cleansed his stomach to clear all the tablets and he was out of danger the next day. None of his family members talked about this, further on - this showed the level of maturity they had.
Well there weren’t any further complications, Charlie calmly wrote the exams and he turned out to be 3rd in the class, even overtaking the some of the previous toppers.
After this tryst with death - the way Charlie looked at the world was totally different. He was a lot more matured, learnt to control the flow of his creative juices the right way. This was more of a new beginning for him, than an end to this story.
In the view of cancellation of the board exams, which was announced recently, the above abstract would truly enlighten us about the way, how our education system doesn't test the required qualities.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Finally... My First Blog
This is supposedly to be my first blog, if blog is meant to be written only on-line (I learnt it very recently). Else it should be my.... not sure about the number.
As I was thinking, what I should be writing about, in my first blog - these were the things which I decided not to do-
- To write about myself
- To write about my profession
- To write about my goals/ambitions
Finally I decided to write a review about a book - Code Name God, by Mani Bhaumik